The taste of your food

I had 2 different feelings when I looked at the picture
It was like shivering from cold, yet sweatinf from the heat
It brought back so many nice memories, yet made me miss you more
The mug which I put hot water for you, waiting for you to come out of the shower
The delicious food you made, while playing Bunny arm in arm
Yes I remember their taste, the sweet taste of your love

20090427

Apart from the crying Japanese movie, actually I was eating your favourite meal too - pork & vege & udon! I have never made them since you were gone. I also made myself a Yau Jee honey... honey... Honey! Do you still remember how they taste like...

Doctor's diagnose

I have been giving you a lecture about your anxiety
Little I know that I am suffering from the same problem
My family asked me what is wrong with me
Why I feel so unrest? Why I have headaches?
They say that it is like I am always missing something
I knew no doctor can know what is this disease
I end up having two conclusions:
One, we are so connected that I feel exactly the way you feel
Two, we are having the same problem,
we are missing each other without knowing the severity of it
Either one I know the cure, we should meet soon
But tiger boy needs a lair, doesnt he?
What do you think honey?

Beautiful

Somethings are so simple, yet so beautiful
They fill you with happiness in a fraction of second
Your laughter last night was something I will not forget
So fresh, so pure and so beautiful
Smile more, laugh more as they brighten my days

Somethig worth reading

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well.
The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do.
Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway;
it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.
He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him.
They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well.
At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly.
Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well.
He was astonished at what he saw.
With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing.
He would shake it off and take a step up.

As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal,
he would shake it off and take a step up.
Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey
stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!

MORAL :
Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt.
The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up.
Each of our troubles is a stepping stone.
We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up!
Shake it off and take a step up.

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive
2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens
3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.
4. Give more.
5. Never take thing happening in your life for granted.

Golden Mouse

This morning I opened my eyes. I saw something frightening.

The golden mouse BROKE its tail! It looked so calm still, as if nothing happened.

I don't know if it would bring any bad luck. I just know I have to bring them down.

Do you still remember the red walking stick behind my kitchen door?

I pushed the body down and then the tail. It's much harder than what I expected.

It's all your fault.

20090402

We are so connected

When you said you didnt sleep for two nights
It was a sign of our connection
I didnt sleep too
Not because of my passion for phd,
beacuse of my excitement of reaching you

Lamma Island was a changing point in my life
I adore the memoreis of that trip so much
We entered a new epoch in our life