You look at your eye in the mirror and you see a mole. Let me tell you what i see in your eyes,.
I see two beautiful eyes. If you look carefully you will see more.
You will see a world full of bright colors, beauty that you can not describe.
Your eyes brighter than moon, and pure like mountain lakes.
I see life, I see happiness and I see love.
I have looked at many eyes, seen so many, never find anything as beautiful as yours.
Your eyes are windows to a beautiful place, your eyes are my path to your soul.
I like your eyes, whether with mole or without mole.
The only thing increases by time is your beauty and my love toward you.
Oh your eye
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
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I'm not sure if I'm the reader here now, or the writer. Anyway I have to say something today.
I went to the eye clinic, finally. I wanted to go always, but a bit hesitated always. I don't want to face the cruel fact that my Lasik eye surgery in 2006 was not a complete success. From the media I'm sure you've heard a lot about Lasik problems worldwide. That's why I spent more money, went to one of the best priviate hospitals here, and asked the most famous eye surgeon for help. All I want is a safe and perfect surgery. I can't deny that my eye sight is very good now. But how about the mark that has left on my left eye? Today, the doctor told me that it's not caused by the surgery, it's like the moles in other parts of our body, the color would become darker when we grow older. If I want to remove it from my eye, it's like removing moles from our skin, and more complicated for sure. Honestly I really dunno if it's appearing naturally or after surgery, but it really appeared some time after the surgery. He said there's no eye drops or stuff that can remove the 'stain' there.
Oh. My eye.
I went to the eye clinic, finally. I wanted to go always, but a bit hesitated always. I don't want to face the cruel fact that my Lasik eye surgery in 2006 was not a complete success. From the media I'm sure you've heard a lot about Lasik problems worldwide. That's why I spent more money, went to one of the best priviate hospitals here, and asked the most famous eye surgeon for help. All I want is a safe and perfect surgery. I can't deny that my eye sight is very good now. But how about the mark that has left on my left eye? Today, the doctor told me that it's not caused by the surgery, it's like the moles in other parts of our body, the color would become darker when we grow older. If I want to remove it from my eye, it's like removing moles from our skin, and more complicated for sure. Honestly I really dunno if it's appearing naturally or after surgery, but it really appeared some time after the surgery. He said there's no eye drops or stuff that can remove the 'stain' there.
Oh. My eye.
Monday, November 24, 2008
20081125
I told my mom about cooking stuff you wanted to buy her. She asked me to thank you. She really apprecited it. What is more valuable than £1000 gift is the intention. It was really nice of you to think about us that moment. It is worth more than any gift. Thank you.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Happy Birthday
You are the most caring, the most beautiful and the kindest person I have ever known. I wish you a very happy birthday and a year of success and happiness especially a year that I am part of it. Happy birthday.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
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The little things that mean so much
It can be starting day with hearing your voice
When you are feeling down and blue, having a surprise call from your loved one
It was much better than brand mark shirt, more valuable than a Ferrari car
It was more beautiful than sunrise, more touchy than a painting
It can fill you with happiness
It is a sign of love, sign of hope
It is your voice from a distant place
Flower
I just wanna feed you apples
I wanna see you cooking
I miss the late night walks
Cuddling under the tree
I miss the 3 circles, David Crystal, submission deadlines
I wanna grow old with you
That's all I want
I want to wake up and see you around
I want to wake up without being worried about Green leaves
I want to hear your voice near my ear
I wanna be with you day and night
This love between us is like a flower, nice and beautiful, it just needs to be watered
There is nothing more important than this flower
There is nothing more beautiful than you
I like green leaves of the flower
I like green leaves especially when they are so green like Green Green
I wanna see you cooking
I miss the late night walks
Cuddling under the tree
I miss the 3 circles, David Crystal, submission deadlines
I wanna grow old with you
That's all I want
I want to wake up and see you around
I want to wake up without being worried about Green leaves
I want to hear your voice near my ear
I wanna be with you day and night
This love between us is like a flower, nice and beautiful, it just needs to be watered
There is nothing more important than this flower
There is nothing more beautiful than you
I like green leaves of the flower
I like green leaves especially when they are so green like Green Green
Friday, November 7, 2008
Miss FL
As I started reading the blog I felt myself under the rush of different feelings.First of all it was really beautiful. People talk about art, they talk about this and that famous artist, but these words were much more beautiful. I felt they are alive cause they were also a reflection of my feelings.
Love is something true, something pure. You can not escpae it. You can not fake it. You can not pretend you are in love. It is just obvious. I understand what he is talking about. I feel the way he feels. You can live your whole life and never find your true love. How sad it is. Some people live their lives in ignorance. You can have some many goals in your mind. So many dreams. Candian dreams, American dreams, but when you meet the right person all these thing mean nothing to you. You ready to scarifice anything. That's the beauty of it.
Yes it is true, you learn a lot. I agree with that. You opened a door to whole new world for me. Yes you miss Fl. When I read these words, I was just thinking about you. I tried to be a better person. I became more practical. I felt a big responsiblity. You deserve the best, I should give you the best. I will. I can never forgive myself if I can not do this.John didnt see Miss S. for a number of days. But how about me? My whole life turned to a nightmare the moment you left in Terminal 5. I still can not recall the scence. My heart torn to pieces. I couldnt move. I never felt so heavy. Yet there was one single thing kept me walking, hope. I was like a crazy person, I couldnt take a shower until the day I heard your voice. The day you said you love was the most beautiful moment. I came back to life. When I say, there is no life without you I mean it. You are with me the whole time, day and night.
You just dont know how happy i am when I hear your cute voice. I remember every single minuet we spent together. That tree, the bench, the walk near the canal. What can be more beautiful?
I feel so lucky to find you.My life is so perfect with you. The way I feel now, is the same as a fish feels out of water. The way I suffer, the same a man feels without oxygen.The pain is worse than being under a rain of fire. I stand all these just in hope of reaching you soon. I feel so happy for John. It is so nice that he has found the real love. I am so happy for ourselves. What we have done is bridging the gap of cultures, nations and conutries. And I am such privileged guy who has met you. You are a gift from above. You are an angel from heaven.
Love is something true, something pure. You can not escpae it. You can not fake it. You can not pretend you are in love. It is just obvious. I understand what he is talking about. I feel the way he feels. You can live your whole life and never find your true love. How sad it is. Some people live their lives in ignorance. You can have some many goals in your mind. So many dreams. Candian dreams, American dreams, but when you meet the right person all these thing mean nothing to you. You ready to scarifice anything. That's the beauty of it.
Yes it is true, you learn a lot. I agree with that. You opened a door to whole new world for me. Yes you miss Fl. When I read these words, I was just thinking about you. I tried to be a better person. I became more practical. I felt a big responsiblity. You deserve the best, I should give you the best. I will. I can never forgive myself if I can not do this.John didnt see Miss S. for a number of days. But how about me? My whole life turned to a nightmare the moment you left in Terminal 5. I still can not recall the scence. My heart torn to pieces. I couldnt move. I never felt so heavy. Yet there was one single thing kept me walking, hope. I was like a crazy person, I couldnt take a shower until the day I heard your voice. The day you said you love was the most beautiful moment. I came back to life. When I say, there is no life without you I mean it. You are with me the whole time, day and night.
You just dont know how happy i am when I hear your cute voice. I remember every single minuet we spent together. That tree, the bench, the walk near the canal. What can be more beautiful?
I feel so lucky to find you.My life is so perfect with you. The way I feel now, is the same as a fish feels out of water. The way I suffer, the same a man feels without oxygen.The pain is worse than being under a rain of fire. I stand all these just in hope of reaching you soon. I feel so happy for John. It is so nice that he has found the real love. I am so happy for ourselves. What we have done is bridging the gap of cultures, nations and conutries. And I am such privileged guy who has met you. You are a gift from above. You are an angel from heaven.
Miss S.
Here is a brief translation of John's Love Declaration to Sarah in his blog 3 days ago. His blog is called 'I travel therefore I am', which recorded his travelling everyday life. He never talked about his love life there and he never discussed it with anybody. Usually he gets 2 to 3 comments for each entry. But for this Love Declaration, so far he got 50 comments already, obviously his friends and colleagues were all surprised:
Miss S.
I'm going for a new marathon journey to Lyon, Nice and Cannes few days later . That means I have to stay away from S for a short while... I mentioned S quite frequently here in the blog. Now, it's the right moment to introduce S to you all.
Life is full of surprises. In this year of London, books are not well read, English has not improved, but an unexpected love, is found.
I am a journalist, 90% of us are female. Guys all chose subjects that can make big money. But I never got close to any girls. After graduation, I spent all my time and effort earning and saving money. I always think Love is not a big deal, so many people cannot find their real love in their life. I understand that from my parents. It's good to be single.
S studied in UCL and I studied in SOAS. Our student residence were so close to each other. That's how the story began. We made dinner together, studied together, attended musical concerts and joined other activities together. I realised that we've got so much in common. We both love outdoor activities, hiking, running, travelling, wild camping, fine art and learning something new...
She's not interested in shopping and she spent all her time on fine art. She is not interested in make-up or fancy things coz her beauty does not rely on any of those things. She's as careless as me but she's always lucky enough to settle everything at the end. She's nice, tender, beautiful, considerate and good at cooking. She has long black hair, silly and cute. I spend every day with her, how can I not love her?
What is love? It's something last till your death. But even if you die, you may not have the chance to find the one who worths your life and death. The possibility of finding your real love is like winning a lottery. It's really not easy to find someone you're wholeheartedly willing to sacrifice everything for, it's even more difficult to have that one love you back as well. You may not find it even you spend whole life searching it hard.
Coz of S, I know myself all over again. In order to get her, I did a lot of things that scared even myself. She made me a better person. She let me know that the ME in the past was not lovely and not as good as I imagined.
I am not a good person. I committed a lot of mistakes and did a lot of stupid things in the past. Meeting S in London is a fortune in my life. The memory with her in London is my most precious moment in London. Without her, my London life is a cup of milk tea without sugar.
S showed me what love is. She let me understand that nothing can be calculated. Those I thought important were actually not that important. The most fortunate marathon in life is not running marathon all over the world. The most fortunate marathon is having your loved one holding your dog waiting for you at the finishing line.
It's just the beginning. Challenges are waiting ahead. Love is full of difficulties. Nobody would treasure those easy or instant love.
I have nothing for S. I'm not rich. I don't have a well paid job. I only use writing to support my living. My saving is now blown away by the economic crisis. All I can give you is love. I already missed the first half of your life. I just hope our meeting is not a shallow one. So that I can hold your hand in the second half of your life. Till the end of this world...
Miss S.
I'm going for a new marathon journey to Lyon, Nice and Cannes few days later . That means I have to stay away from S for a short while... I mentioned S quite frequently here in the blog. Now, it's the right moment to introduce S to you all.
Life is full of surprises. In this year of London, books are not well read, English has not improved, but an unexpected love, is found.
I am a journalist, 90% of us are female. Guys all chose subjects that can make big money. But I never got close to any girls. After graduation, I spent all my time and effort earning and saving money. I always think Love is not a big deal, so many people cannot find their real love in their life. I understand that from my parents. It's good to be single.
S studied in UCL and I studied in SOAS. Our student residence were so close to each other. That's how the story began. We made dinner together, studied together, attended musical concerts and joined other activities together. I realised that we've got so much in common. We both love outdoor activities, hiking, running, travelling, wild camping, fine art and learning something new...
She's not interested in shopping and she spent all her time on fine art. She is not interested in make-up or fancy things coz her beauty does not rely on any of those things. She's as careless as me but she's always lucky enough to settle everything at the end. She's nice, tender, beautiful, considerate and good at cooking. She has long black hair, silly and cute. I spend every day with her, how can I not love her?
What is love? It's something last till your death. But even if you die, you may not have the chance to find the one who worths your life and death. The possibility of finding your real love is like winning a lottery. It's really not easy to find someone you're wholeheartedly willing to sacrifice everything for, it's even more difficult to have that one love you back as well. You may not find it even you spend whole life searching it hard.
Coz of S, I know myself all over again. In order to get her, I did a lot of things that scared even myself. She made me a better person. She let me know that the ME in the past was not lovely and not as good as I imagined.
I am not a good person. I committed a lot of mistakes and did a lot of stupid things in the past. Meeting S in London is a fortune in my life. The memory with her in London is my most precious moment in London. Without her, my London life is a cup of milk tea without sugar.
S showed me what love is. She let me understand that nothing can be calculated. Those I thought important were actually not that important. The most fortunate marathon in life is not running marathon all over the world. The most fortunate marathon is having your loved one holding your dog waiting for you at the finishing line.
It's just the beginning. Challenges are waiting ahead. Love is full of difficulties. Nobody would treasure those easy or instant love.
I have nothing for S. I'm not rich. I don't have a well paid job. I only use writing to support my living. My saving is now blown away by the economic crisis. All I can give you is love. I already missed the first half of your life. I just hope our meeting is not a shallow one. So that I can hold your hand in the second half of your life. Till the end of this world...
Thursday, November 6, 2008
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