Miss FL

As I started reading the blog I felt myself under the rush of different feelings.First of all it was really beautiful. People talk about art, they talk about this and that famous artist, but these words were much more beautiful. I felt they are alive cause they were also a reflection of my feelings.

Love is something true, something pure. You can not escpae it. You can not fake it. You can not pretend you are in love. It is just obvious. I understand what he is talking about. I feel the way he feels. You can live your whole life and never find your true love. How sad it is. Some people live their lives in ignorance. You can have some many goals in your mind. So many dreams. Candian dreams, American dreams, but when you meet the right person all these thing mean nothing to you. You ready to scarifice anything. That's the beauty of it.

Yes it is true, you learn a lot. I agree with that. You opened a door to whole new world for me. Yes you miss Fl. When I read these words, I was just thinking about you. I tried to be a better person. I became more practical. I felt a big responsiblity. You deserve the best, I should give you the best. I will. I can never forgive myself if I can not do this.John didnt see Miss S. for a number of days. But how about me? My whole life turned to a nightmare the moment you left in Terminal 5. I still can not recall the scence. My heart torn to pieces. I couldnt move. I never felt so heavy. Yet there was one single thing kept me walking, hope. I was like a crazy person, I couldnt take a shower until the day I heard your voice. The day you said you love was the most beautiful moment. I came back to life. When I say, there is no life without you I mean it. You are with me the whole time, day and night.

You just dont know how happy i am when I hear your cute voice. I remember every single minuet we spent together. That tree, the bench, the walk near the canal. What can be more beautiful?

I feel so lucky to find you.My life is so perfect with you. The way I feel now, is the same as a fish feels out of water. The way I suffer, the same a man feels without oxygen.The pain is worse than being under a rain of fire. I stand all these just in hope of reaching you soon. I feel so happy for John. It is so nice that he has found the real love. I am so happy for ourselves. What we have done is bridging the gap of cultures, nations and conutries. And I am such privileged guy who has met you. You are a gift from above. You are an angel from heaven.