You wake me up.

I know your first reaction as you read these lines will be " hey he is angry". Well I am not. Actually I must confess I am happy. I was feeling something going wrong. I felt that. Remember in the last days u asked me if I am human? Well sometimes I wonder how it is possible to feel and know these things. I was blind until yesterday. And I felt that some vicious cycle is happening again. Among those characterisitic of you that I admire, honesty is something I aprreciate a lot. To be honest I would not stand this if I was looking for short term stuff. There are so many things I have not told about myself. I left them for you to discover. Sometimes i think i need to talk about them. Sometimes you see the finger pointing to the moon. There are certain things i can not promise you now. I can not promise a wallet full of money. But i can see a happy life. Here comes the question, which one is more important?I have looked at so many lives, rich people, poor people. I have learnt the most important thing is love. Money can buy so many things,but there are other stuff that you can not buy. Maybe I am more ambitious than you. I have learnt my lessons from life. I look back at our story. It is amazing in so many respects. It didnt get here just because of me. Actually u made so many things happen especially in the begining. When look back I can not say every single moment was happy. But I see so many good things happened in the short time. We met in a very stressful time. We did so much together. We had productive time. We bridged the gap between nations, cultures. All of these are wonderful. I have learnt also one thing, I shall not and I wont force things in a realtion. It is a mutual thing. There are so many thing why this relation between you and me is unique. But I have walked so fast. I will walk with ur pace.And try my best to makes us happy.